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Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Being mean to people with special needs?

Hello my loves,
Just a quick blog while its fresh in my brain....

Okay so i was watching What would you do? minutes ago and they had a segment of People with special needs where they work at ordinary places to make a living for them selves. watching it i broke down in tears of the how many people would just ignore how rude a person can be to the worker. It broke my heart because people really are mean to People with special needs and I think it is so wrong NO ONE in this world has the right to ridicule them in all honesty I don't think we should even put them in a separate category they are people just like us. I understand they are like that for their needs such as education, care, and supposed protection. I don't have an family members with special needs but I have been around them and they are the most loving and full of life people I have ever met. When they introduced an actual worker that gets treated like that my heart broke even more. No one deserves to be treated like that. I just needed to get my feelings out. So what would you do if you seen someone with special needs being ridiculed?

<3 Silvia

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Dancing with the stars, Glee, and The Hills Review

Hello my loves,
Im writing my blog a little more earlier than I usually do for two reasons, one I have to gossip about tonights episodes, Two I have to finish reading tonight I told myself I would be finished with this book by Wednesday and well tomorrow is my deadline lol.


Alrighties so let me start with tonights Dancing with the stars results episode. I am so HAPPY! Erin and Maxs is in the finals I have been voting for them and Aiden since the show started I think she is so talented and wonderful. In my own personal opinion Nicole is great but it is just not fair that she is on the show and on top because before she was obviously a good dancer and danced many times before the show so I personally believe she doesn't belong on the show. Dont get me wrong she is sooo talented and great dancer but its not fair. So I am fully happy that Erin is in finals and I will be cheering for her. Also did you see Miley Cyrus's performance? talk about cheap! My gosh miley your 17 not 23 and a stripper. Although I have to admit I loved her boots and makeup but not something I would let my 17 year old wear.


Moving on to Glee, I feel like glee was more of a sad Glee don't yall think? I loved it though but it was sad like with Archie (I think thats how you spell his name) and how his hopes of walking and dancing were shot down. Then Rachel trying to find her mom and turns out it was Ms.Corcoran. Did I not say Lea Michele looks Idina Menzel? lol how about that performance of Dream on? talk about chills! it was amazing!! I am sooooo EXCITED for next weeks performances Glee goes GAGA! I bought the volume 3 soundtrack and let me tell you im in love with i've also listened to poker face and bad romance 10 times! I have to get used to the censored parts though with the french part and then the part when gaga says "I'm a free bitch baby" glee says "i'm a freak baby"



Last but not least The Hills, My goodness what the hell went on today???? okay so the beginning starts with Kristen and Heidi meeting and talking about who knows what then goes on to Kristen meeting a bunch of friends at a club and Spencer showing up going off on Brody and Audrina for no freaking reason! I'm thinking WTF! why did he call her the lamest girl in the club? is he really that freaking mad she never chose him? What did Brody do to him? he was just being a good friend i think in my own opinion. Then later when Audrina and Kristen meet up with Heidi for a supposed lunch they try to talk to her about Spencers crazy actions and Audrina mentions that Spencers owes her an apology and Heidi says for what? and doesn't even acknowledge that her husband was wrong and try to even apologize for him. Then the whole second club scene ignoring a whole bunch of people is completely ignorant and how Spencer said he cut all communications out of Heidi's life and she only writes poetry, read books, and pets puppies. WTF!!! who the hell does that. also did you notice all the freaking rings she was wearing on her hands? she looks stupid like that! spencer too! what the hell are they doing performing their own cult? seriously! now the ending with all the girls together was truly a tear jerker to see friends come together and help Stephanie and Holly is truly a bond. poor Holly just cant except her sister she once had is gone bonkers. I can truly feel their heartbreaks and pain and couldn't help but shed a tear or two.

Wow what a night it was tonight on tv I am really happy Jersey shore will be starting again soon I think thats how they made it sound and they are reairing all of season one. alrighties my loves thats all i have to say for the night tomorrow night i will be writing my reactions to the ending of my book, im currently reading New moon, i know im behind but im slowly catching up. Talk to you all soon.

To end a goodnight with a good song One less bell to answer/A house is not a home



<3 Silva

8 things tag

Hello my loves,
I came across this 8 things tag and thought t would be cute to do. I hope you all enjoy and i tag any reader who wants to do it. pictures are optional I saw it like this and had to copy lol





Eight TV shows I like to watch:
1) Glee!
2) Dancing with the stars
3) The Hills
4) Ghost Whisper
5) Medium
6) All My Children
7) One Life to Live
8) 16 and Pregnant/Teen mom



Eight favorite places to eat and drink:
1) Aurelio's Pizzeria
2) Starbucks
3) Hooters
4) Chili's
5) Popolano's
6) Cici's Pizza
7) Local Gyro place
8) Mcdonald's of course


Eight things I look forward to:
1) Reading Eclipse
2) Going to see Eclipse
3) My vacation to the Smokey Mountains
4) My family coming in from Texas and Florida
5) Starting Make up school in September
6) Starting Photography degree in January
7) Possibly interning in New York, New York
8) Maybe seeing Lady Gaga at Lolapalooza



Eight things that happened yesterday:
1) Woke up running to the bathroom
2) Watched my Stories
3) Made lunch
4) drank lots of water
5) went to the grocery store
6) spent 20 bucks on a bunch of junk
7) ran in the rain
8) watched my monday shows


Eight things I like about winter:
1) Christmas
2) Christmas music
3) Watching snow storms
4) rolling around in the snow
5) Sitting by the fire snuggling with a companion
6) Midnight mass
7) bundling up in winter clothes
8) Buying Christmas Presents



Eight things on my wish list:
1) Tickets to lolapalooza too Lady Gaga
2) Chelsea Chelsea Bang Bang
3) New Wedges
4) Glee Soundtrack volume 3
5) Bella's bracelet (Edwards charm)
6) Edward Neckless
7) Dear John
8) Remember me



Eight things I'm passionate about:
1) Family
2) Friends
3) My faith
4) Makeup/ artist
5) Photography
6) Music
7) Weddings (planning)
8) Being me


Eight words or phrases I use often:
1) like
2) Seriously
3) dang
4) awesome
5) adore
6) alrighties
7) love
8) awww


Eight things I've learned from the past:
1) Be Positive
2) Don't listen to Haters
3) Saving Money does pay off
4) Don't procrastinate.
5) Love doesn't come easy, and doesn't go away easy
6) Just because one man wasnt a prince and the second wasn't charming doesn't mean your prince charming isn't still out there
7) Hard work pays off
8) Everything happens for a reason.


Eight places I would love to visit/see:
1) Paris
2) Sweden
3) Italy
4) The Bahamas
5) Hawaii
6) London
7) Rome
8) Virgin Islands


Eight things I currently want/need:
1) I need Liquid eye liner
2) I need Shampoo
3) I want another brush set
4) I want a Job
5) I need summer clothes
6) I need to wash my sheets
7) I want a new phone
8) I want to visit my familia in Texas




Monday, May 17, 2010

Nightmares and dreams, what do they mean?

Hello loves,
Nightmares! oh how I hate waking up in the middle of the night with nightmares, and some of my nightmares are so realistic its even more scary when I wake up and some of them are so cheesy I can't help but laugh after I am done screaming my head off.

I have the most creative dreams any one has every heard of and sometimes if I can remember I tell people and they are like and that was your dream? "you sure you didn't watch that on late night television?" Some of the dreams I have are so detailed to with objects like say a pink book bag with the initials of J.K.M or a bracelet with a heart on it and it came from Tiffany's.

What causes my nightmares? i'm not quite sure I ask my self that all the time. I know when I was working at the local grocery store I would have to eat a late dinner so sometimes my late dinner would cause my nightmares but when I no longer worked the nightmares continued so sometimes I think its the simple stress in life and the overly active imagination I have.

I still remember a dream so detailed and so close and personal to my life and heart I woke up crying, and then later crying because it was like my dream predicted my future. so here is one of my many dreams be nice I can't remember all the details because it was over two years ago.........
So i'm in the park on the rocks by the pier with Jon and we are talking about school and him graduating soon, then he talks about how i'm a down to earth girl and he likes me blah blah blah. then we are driving and we stop at a church I at the moment helped with on the weekends, and he hands me a bracelet and says the question every teenage girl wants to hear in high school "will you go steady with me" its this beautiful charm bracelet with hearts keys and other little charms. When he gave it to me it was strong bracelet not on the verge of breaking or anything so I put it on and said yea of course. So he drops me off at home and all the doors are closed and the air is on (which is weird cause its not summer) and my Aunt is there with my uncle (whom are no longer together even at the time of the dream and I knew in the dream that they weren't) and my baby cousin(who isn't a baby anymore she is 10) I walk in with a big smile on my face and I show them my bracelet and they try to touch it and I yell at them not to touch it, it is really delicate. My uncle then tells me thats not and through out the whole dream im wearing this bracelet and every charm falls off but one and its a hear but in the middle the heart is slowly cracking. I wake up then.

The reality of the dream was intense I looked up the meaning of a charm bracelet and its a symbol of something delicate such as your heart. I was talking to the guy at the time and we were going good in a good direction until he met someone else and he literally broke my heart. I never felt so horrible in my life it's like he left me to slowly break flaunting his new girlfriend above my head. Then my dream made sense it was warning me he was going to break my heart. I later had a dream he got shot and died. Then a nasty rumor got out about me saying I said he loved me and I did things with him and that's all he wanted from me and blah blah blah and turns out it was the girls ex boyfriend trying to make her feel different about him and make her come crawling back to him and I ended up looking like a possessive slut when the story all got twisted and all not true. I never said he loved me and I never had sex with him it was all a bunch of lies. I cleared things up and in the end I still got hurt and I lost a good friend him and thats what my dream represents a friendship getting killed. It was horrible high school drama, im sure he still says his nasty rumors about me but I know who I am, my true friends know who I am, as well as my family and thats all that matters. By the way why would I want to have sex with his small penis? hahahaha X)(inside joke with Mari, Sarah, Sara, and Iesha) Dont have sex till your married kids, its better that way and means much more too! =)

Maybe I will share my creative intense dreams on blog spot if they aren't too personal. although this was one was insane personal and im sure i will have to block my family when I post it on facebook.

To end the night with a good song, not relevant to the subject but to how I felt when all this happened.

Attack, by 30 Seconds to Mars


Goodnight loves
<3 Silvia

Saturday, May 15, 2010

40 Beauty Questions

So I came across this tag survey on www.fashionmakeupfun.blogspot.com 's blog and thought it would be fun to do as well. hope you enjoy. Check her blog out it's fun. =)


SKINCARE -
How many times do you wash your face daily?
Once, I am usually to tired to wash my face at night so I just use a makeup wipe to take off my makeup.

What skin type do you have? (dry,oily,combo)
Oily

What is your current facial wash?
Clinique 3 step

Do you exfoliate your skin?
once or twice a week

What brand do you use?
Clinique

What moisturizer do you use?
Clinique, lol i use the 3 step system

Do you have freckles?
yes, i was born with a few and when i turned 5 i had a long on the tip of my cheeks but they are safe no skin cancer.

Do you use eye cream?
no? i dont have a problem with my eyes yet so all I have to use is Mary Kay eye soothing gel for my puffy under circles

Do you or did you have acne prone skin?
yes!

Did you ever have to use Pro-activ?
yea, it worked for awhile when i was in high school but once i was out poof it didnt work anymore. so i start clinique's 3 step system and it works fabulous!


MAKE-UP
What foundation do you use?
Sadly my skin is only immune to Cover girl liquid foundation every high brand I have a break out with. =/

How about concealer?
Mac studio finish SPF 35 concealer in NC35

Do you know your undertone color?
pink

What do you think of fake eyelashes?
I already have long lashes, but i use the short full lashes for a full lash look

Did you know that you are supposed to change your mascara every 3 months?
duh! lol

What brand of mascara do you use?
Cover Girl Lash blast! lol i love that stuff.

Sephora or MAC?
Mac

Do you have a MAC Pro-card?
not yet but it's on its way lol plus my student 20% off card. =)

What makeup tools do you use in make up application?
My pro brushes and my god made tools "my fingers" lol

Do you use make-up base/primer for the eyes?
YES! i use Mary Kay eyeshadow primer, or paint pots from Mac

For the face?
sometimes i use magic X from Avon, but im using powder then i use Mary Kay oil Mattirfier(sp?)

What is your favorite eyeshadow (color or shade)?
I have to many!! but the one i reach for all the time is Moonstone for a highlight.

Do you use pencil or liquid eyeliner?
both, pencil on my water line and liquid on my lid.

How often do you poke your eyes with an eyeliner pencil?
never

What do you think of pigment eyeshadows?
I absolutely love pigments!! I usually apply them wet then use a blending brush and dab a little dry shadow and blend it out! it looks amazing! =)

Do you use mineral makeup?
mineral powder yes, im not a fan of mineral eye shadow.

What is your favorite lipstick?
I love love love my Benefit Good 2 Go and Viva glam GaGa amazing colors!

How about lipgloss?
any kind really

What is your favorite blush to use?
I dont have a favorite cause i love all blushes!

Do you buy your makeup on ebay?
No

Do you like drugstore makeup?
I dont like drug store eyeshadows or blushes, I really only purchase mascara, lipgloss, occasional lipsticks, and of course my liquid foundation because its the only one i can use.

Do you go to CCO's? (cosmetic company outlets)
when I can, i love deals! =)

Did you ever consider taking make-up classes?
Going to school to be a makeup artist, sooo yea I start in September.

Are you clumsy in putting on makeup?
nope, i have a steady hand.

Name a makeup crime that you hate?
Foundation lines! bugs me so much and i wanna arrest the ladies in church that literary stop at their chin and mid forehead. oh and lipstick sometimes red just isnt hot on everyone. but hey not everyone is good at makeup.

Do you like colorful shades of makeup (lipstick,eyeshadow) or neutral ones?
I adore them both!

Which celebrity always has great make up?
hmmmm alot of them do lol

If you could leave the house using just ONE make up item, what would you use?
Lipstick it dresses up the face.

Could you ever leave the house without any makeup on?
yea i do it often im trying not to be the people that depend on makeup every day.

Do you think you look good even without any makeup on?
yea, i usually get hit on when im not wearing make up lol and when i have it on i get the older dudes in their mid 20's saying whats up lol

In your opinion, what is the BEST makeup line?
theres alot and i cant just pick one

What do you think of Makeup??
I think makeup is true art and it brings out the confidence in others and they feel beautiful. I absolutely love make up.



I hope you all enjoyed i am headed to bed now feel free to copy and paste on your blog.Goodnight my loves.

heres a song to end a decent day.
Alejandro by Lady GaGa


<3 Silvia

32 Questions about me; Silvia =)

Hello my loves,
I didn't realize how bad I have been neglecting Blog Spot. A lot of my friends haven't joined blog spot, just click on my link from facebook and read my latest post and they were telling me "hey what happened to posting on your blog?" haha so I am back in action and i'm going to write my little fingers off. I have been reading new moon and i'm so close to finishing and then i'm working on my make up skills. I should bring my make up business on to blog post, hmm we will see. Well I get asked so many questions from new people i meet or my friends of like 10 years lol so I thought i would put some of the personal questions they asked along with some common survey questions I hope you all enjoy.


1.) How tall are you?
I am petite, I am 5'1.4.

2.) Why do you like Musicals so much?
Why not? I love musicals cause they are full of life and excitement. There are no boring moments in the show and they are so easy to follow and enjoy.

3.) What is your favorite Color?
My favorite color is PINK! I absolutely adore it fits my personality. My second favorite color is Purple. =)

4.) What was the hardest part of high school?
Hmm I would have to say finding where you fit in at high school. when you get there you are this tiny little freshmen trying to adapt to so many new things. you have a much bigger opportunity to join things such as sports, clubs, and different activities. When you find what you like the most then you find your click of new friends. As for classes it depends on how well your middle school prepared you for high school.

5.) What is your favorite clothing?
I don't have a favorite clothing brand or store to shop at, if i see something i like and it happens to be on sale its in the buggie, i am not too picky and what ever i pick really shows my personality.

6.) How many times have you fell in love?
Well I thought I fell in love once but i was 14 so I dont think that counted because I didnt fully understand the meaning of love until now. So I haven't truly fallen in love yet but I plan to one day soon.

7.) What is one thing you regret?
I regret not being myself when I was younger I think life would have been a little more easier and not as much drama, but you live and you learn.

8.) What is your biggest fear?
My biggest fear is Tornado's I am not a fan of bad weather and when a sign of storm comes my eyes are glued to the weather channel, I even have a weather applications on my phone. its horrible I have come face to face with a half tornado and i was freaking out!! they aren't fun!

9.) What is your favorite book?
Well since I getting back into the swing of reading books i dont have a new favorite book yet, but I definitely am loving the twilight series so far.

10.) What is it about your best friend you love so much?
Oh there are many things I love about her, What I love about Maricela...hmm that she is not afraid to be herself if she likes peanut butter and pickle sandwich she will tell you " I am Maricela _____ and I like peanut butter sandwiches with a pickle on the side" (which she doesnt but if she did she would) and she is very caring and funny. ahh what isnt there to love about her? I would put a picture of me and my best friend but idk how she feel about that.

11.) What is in your purse?
Many, many things. Maybe one day I will do a whats in my purse blog lol

12.) How many purses do you own?
umm well the last time i counted it was 28 I probably have more now. hmm

13.) Edward or Jacob?
Edward so far I'll update you when I finish the books.

14.) Favorite drink?
I love water with crystal lite and Diet coke.

15.) What is something in your room no one would expect you to have?
umm well im not a dirty girl so i dont have "toys" in my bed drawer lol hmm probably my supply of water in my closet i have to have it there just in case you never know lol

16.) Favorite Male singer at the moment?
Michael Buble

17.) Favorite Female Singer at the moment?
Lady Gaga of course

18.) Favorite Group?
Does the glee cast count?

19.) Favorite Movie?
err I have way to many.

20.) What are you excited about?
To start Make up school in September!

21.) Favorite lipstick and lip gloss?
Lipstick Benifit Good to go and Lip gloss I like Smackers lol and Mac dazzle glass.

22.) What are your self insecurities?
um my teeth, my two front teeth are crook-it and I haven't come across the money to get braces yet. I am working on it though but I learned to accept it and smile, but sometimes I feel like people are staring at them and I don't smile or feel down. Nobody is perfect though.

23.) How are you improving to fix it?
I just smile and I know one day I will earn enough money to fix them you are never to old to get braces.

24.) What aggravates you most?
People that put other people down because they aren't happy.

25.) Worst movie?
hmm what is that one movie called with cameron diaz and the stupid button?

26.) Current hobby?
reading

27.) What is your favorite candle scent?
I love ocean breeze, and this one candle called Edward Cullen from Candlesbyvictoria.com

28.) If you could be friends with one celebrity who would it be? and why?
ooh thats hard um I am going to have to say Lady Gaga because she is so real, not into the big celebrity thing shes all about her fan and actually cares about them. I am sure I would change my answer in a month but for now i will say Lady Gaga.

29.) Favorite Perfume?
My most go to perfume is Fancy by Jessica Simpson and second is Charmed by All my children

30.) What is an ideal gift to get you?
A great big hug! i love hugs but I apprieciate anything I love getting homemade gifts from the little ones, I love anything pink and sparkly, Picture frames with a picture of a fun time, I like jewelry (fellas) lol j/k, flowers make me melt, or some thing with a nice phrase like best friends on a snow globe or something.

31.) Current cd on repeat?
Glee Soundtracks

32.) What shows are you currently into?
ready? All my children, One life to live, Dancing with the stars, Glee, The Hills, Modern Family, Cougar town, Romantically Challenged, Happy Town, Ghost Whisper, Medium, Ncis, Platinum Weddings, Girl meets gown, and i think thats it, or that i can think of.


Thats it, if there is a question you want me to answer email me, let me know and i will slab it right on here with an answer. I'm going to do another question thing that i seen on a fellow bloggers site so i will copy and paste and do that too.


Song for this blog: Autobiography by Ashlee Simpson


<3 Silvia

Friday, May 7, 2010

May, Glee, books, hot studs and their cars.

May 6,2010

Wow it's may already, May is my favorite month of the whole year I love it more than my birth month October. Now thats saying something lol i love it just because its so fresh its nice out side not too cold not too hot, just right and there are the occasional rain showers that make the flowers grow and smell so good. I have so much to talk about I cant even remember it all. hehe

Okay i cant remember what it was so i will just talk about my last few days, I was sick yesterday with some kind of bug giving me the worst pain ever! if i was eligible to throw up thats what I would have been doing, but i'm ineligible to do so. I was so dizzy i couldn't lift my head up it was horrible. So laid in bed and watched glee all day. yep thats right I fell in love with a new show, I already watch so many but this one is a must watch!

Glee is an amazing show packed with all kinds of music with from many generations! I've heard of the show before but never watched it, i kept hearing about it on twitter and thought oh well i should watch it online then, i go on every website possible to try and find glee season one part one. I couldn't find it at all so i go on the target website to see how much it was and it was only 18.99 so I decided to buy it and watch it after the first episode i fell in LOVE! Its simply amazing and i believe you all should give it a chance if you haven't already.

I've finally started reading new moon again, i started it back in February but never got past page 20. Now im on page 200 something but i would have finished it but i dont read on weekends and then i got sick and what not so i havent been able to finish it but i will get it done by next wednesday for sure and then start on Eclipse ASAP! I'm debating on if i should read Breaking dawn right away after Eclipse or should i wait i little bit because the movie wont come out till November 11,2011 but im so curious to see what happens so maybe i will read a book in between Eclipse and breaking dawn just to get a little break i love Twilight but reading in such a fantasy sometimes gets to be too much. I actually have a list of books to read lol so here is my list

Eclipse
Breaking Dawn
L.A Candy
Sweet Little Lies
The last song
Chelsea Chelsea Bang Bang

I'm trying hard not to look into books because then i will buy them right away and not get to them right away because i have them. I also have a thing were i cant barrow a book because I one take too long to read it, I like the smell of new pages, and im scared to damage a book thats not mine. I also hate to loan out my books because when i read them i don't even break the spine at all when im done it still looks brand new and thats what i like them to look like and usually when i've loaned books i get them back with pages folded and little pencil marks. So i try my best not to loan out books and avoid it as much as i can. sounds mean i know but im just Ocd about that. So thats why i purchase a book rather than check it out from the library or borrow it. plus its always good to have your own copy! =) who knows you might get it signed. ohh and all my books have to be hard cover with exception of Nicholas Sparks I have his books in paper back, im not sure why but I started my collection of his books in paperback so i keep it like that.

On a happy more funny story....

So I was at the gas station getting gas, now if you know me i cant pump gas on my own to save my life so my mom was doing all the work and I was sitting in the passenger seat and we are behind this kid he comes out with some light blue jean loose fitted and an Hollister shirt he's Mexican and he's driving a 2007 Mustang in cherry red and he gets out stares at me for 2.5 seconds and continues to try and swipe his card for gas he's trying every way he can till he realized the card is upside down. so he gets the pump to work and he puts it in and what not and then stands there with his hands in his pocket looking around then he does the "MANLY" gesture...ladies you know what im talking about oooh i have to stretch my arms far out, leaves one arm up folded and hand behind his head. "OH MISTER YOUR SO MANLY AND HOT YUMMMY!" (hahaha yea right) so his gas is down and he gets in the car he strolls his way to the drivers side and gets in being sure to bend the booty. so my mom pulls behind him to get out on to the road and he does a burn out and me and my mom are laughing "HE IS ONE STUD!" men and their cars they think they are so cool and think woman are turned on by mustangs. pshhhhk please show me a 2010 mustang in black with a clutch then i will think your a stud.....if your driving an automatic it just SCREAMS sissy! I might be high maintenance but i was raised around good cars and you are not a manly man if your gonna drive a mans car with an automatic stick. oooh guys these days.......

Goodnight my loves!



<3 Silvia